Sunday, October 21, 2012
:: I Don't Love Nor Hate ::
It gets tougher, day by day.
The nearer for the day to comes,
The harder it gets.
I seriously hope its just for temporary.
Or shall be say an obstacle for me
To reach to that level.
Sometimes I get too excited.
But at times I feel so empty.
Yes, very empty.
Like seriously I don't know why.
Sometimes I'm afraid of commitment.
But at times I yearn for it.
Yes, I must be crazy.
Oh tell me bout it siaaaa.
Sometimes I have so much love.
But at times, seriously, I can get angry for
12345678910 days over some little, little thing.
I REALLY CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND.
& Sometimes I can be very sure of my decision,
But at times I really hate making decisions.
Fcuk it right?
& Just about time.
I had given my all and made myself to be so sure.
I'm taken a back, like again.
With all your nonsense.
Or prolly,
I'm on a very bad mood swing.
I really don't know.
No.
You've changed so much.
I don't know if you still love me.
But yeahhh, I don't give a fcuk, a lil'.
Because I know you would say,
You still do and you still wants it to go on.
I AM REALLY EXHAUSTED.
I need a fcking break.
Watching movies online
For the whole day,
All alone,
At home,
On my saturday.
Ya....
I GOT TO BE KIDDING YOU.
Pityful?
I don't have friends?
Fcuk it.
Friends usually stab me from the back.
& if you happen to read this.
I saw you and I don't have any idea why you must hide.
Erm, guilty?
Ohh well.
I rest my case.
Leave it to Allah.
Labels: :: Not Even Missing ::
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