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:: Cinta Tak Harus Memiliki ::
Please don't come back.
Please don't be sad.
Please don't regret.
Please don't be jealous.
Please don't cry.
Please don't turn back.
Please don't hope.
Please don't wish.
Please don't remember me.
Please don't hold any grudges.
Please don't blame yourself.
Please don't punish yourself.
Please don't wait.
Please don't say my name.
Please don't miss me.
Please don't love me.
I've long forgiven you.
Yes, prolly I can never forget.
But who's there to blame?
We are very young to know
What's true love means.
Don't complicate my life now
With your presence.
Let me go.
I've long move on.
Without you.
Yes,
I'm thankful for the great moments
We ever shared together.
The attention you gave.
The love you showered.
Remember I ever told you?
Even before we broke off.
*Maybe deep down
I could feel our love couldn't last long.*
I ever told you that love doesn't mean
You have to be together.
Love doesn't mean we have to own.
Loving someone doesn't mean
You have to be with that person.
Sometimes,
Its about sincerity.
Sincerely letting go.
Sincerely moving on.
& now it makes sense
Why I had said that to you in the past.
I bet you're not as puzzled now as how you are in the past.
I've found the one.
And I truly love him.
It's meant to be.
In the past,
I've found you,
The guy I can live with.
But now I've found him,
The guy I can't live without.
His my future.
I can never betray his love,
His faithfulness.
His devotion.
I've long craved
For that one kind of true love.
I've long waited
For a guy who makes the impossible, possible.
I've long wanting
For a guy who can guide me thru my darkest days.
I've long prayed
For a guy who would love me truly.
I've long wished
For a guy who will catch me when I fall.
I've found.
But because you were my first *considered* real love,
Its hard for me to move on.
For all the things we go through.
Its hard to let go.
You were one of the best.
No doubt.
Be positive.
Maybe we are meant to meet along our journey
Just for us to learn something out of it.
I'm sure now you had learned
To be more appreciative.
Right?
I know right.
Because we are mirror.
We are risk taker.
I don't listen to my bf most of the times.
I hurt him many times.
I just want to feel it myself.
He did warned.
But not until I fall.
I can never learn.
Now,
I do regret not listening to him.
On many things!
Trust me.
HAHA!
Thank god he hadn't give up on me.
I pray hard,
He won't.
Like I've said,
Even if my bf is not fated to be with me.
I can never be back with you.
Because I love him more than I love myself.
I rather die than to be by your side but not his.
I hope this help.
Please don't complicate my life.
I took a long time to forget you.
Still does.
I still wish you the best.
One day, you'll definitely meet the one
That is fated for you.
I'm sure by then
You will be laughing hard
On how silly you are
Running back after me.
You will laugh on how kental you were back then.
Only then, you'll understand
How I had cherished you.
How I had treasured you.
Not more than just a friend.
I do laugh on the things that you gave
Like..I still keep the starbucks plastic cup.
LIKE WTH RIGHT?
Haha!
Hence,
You'll appreciate your future girl more than you ever know.
Nevertheless,
Thank you for the sweet moments.
Thank you for making a difference in my life
Though even for a while.
I do appreciate very much.
Goodbye!
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Yours Truly, Ella @ 12:38 AM
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