Monday, April 4, 2011
:: I am stronger now ::
Welcome to Pulau Hantu (Besar).
+.+
Nonetheless, I did enjoyed myself.
As in,
Having a lil' break for myself.
Some peace in mind.
Plus, Boyfriend is there too.
How can I not enjoyed his companion right?
Guess what?Half way thru'.
The camera BATT dies.
Tsktsktsk! 
Lately,
I'm not being myself.
Emotionally unstable.
I'm serious.
I wasn't in a good shape.
Actually.
But y'know me.
I hide my feelings very well.
=))
I misses who I used to be.
Though its some kind of a bad thing
To do so.
Which is
Being rebellious.
Like a roller-coster ride.
No fear in me.
Now,
I am better in many ways.
Partly, thanks to my boyfriend.
To give me some space to correct myself.
Believing in me.
Trusting me.
Have faith in me.
But somehow,
I sinked.
Unstable.
Empty.
Lonely.
Despaired at times.
I missed my friends.
I don't know if they ever know this.
But I've learned to let go.
& I'm good in letting go sincerely
Without holding back a tear.
I know,
This is for my own good.
& things have always happens with reasons.
I believe things can never
Be the same. Just that,
Some takes longer to change
Than the others.
Its life.
Sometimes,
Its just about accepting & adapting.
People do walk in and walk out in life.
All, all of them.
No one lives forever.
Either they make a good or bad impacts.
That's the reason why everyone have to treasures it.
And most of the time,
We don't always get what we wished for.
It's gonna be another way round.
In fact, the things that we don't wish for.
Is the thing that are meant for us.
I've got alot of things in mind.
But
I know there's nothing much I can express.
To be continue.....
Labels: :: Because of the past ::
Yours Truly, Ella @ 1:12 PM
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