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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
:: God please show me the way :: Give school a miss.I seriously don’t know what on earth I’m thinking. He’s damn right. I’m graduating soon. I’m not being myself nowdays. Ayu sayang. I’m sorry that I troubled you. I totally forgot that your thumb drive is with me. =’((( I’m sorry. I couldn’t sleep. Receive a msg asking whether I’m okay or not. And I just tried like hell not to reply that msg. I wonder. He could feel me? Nahhh.. I miss everything bout you hun. The way you hold me in my arms. Your smile. Your laugh. Your hug. Your kiss. Your voice. Your smell. I even miss the times when you’re mad at me. I miss the times we argue with each other And I laugh behind your back. You make faces trying to irritate me. Hehe! I love the way you look at me even when you don't think i'm watching. I love the way you smile at meeven when i've said the most stupidest thing. I love the way we can fightand hang up the phone knowingthe other person wants to callback but both are too stubborn. I love the way you look at meas you gently kiss my forehead I love all of this,but what i love most is you. I love the way you lean in closewhenever I tell you something, even though we both know you heard me. I love the sweet things you say to me, even when I'm screaming at you. I love how you love me and aren't afraid to show it. I love how you make me want to be a better person than I ever thought I could be. But mostly, I love you. All the good things, all the bad, all the mistakes, all the surprises, all the imperfections, all of it... just because they're yours. Receive a msg. MEET ME. I don’t know. Yes I miss you very much. But to face you, I don’t think I’m strong enough for that. I’m very, very sacred BUT I miss you very, very much. STRESS! I can’t face you. And I don’t know is it a good idea for us to meet. I don’t know what to do now. I’m very stress. I’m not prepared to meet you. No. Not now. But when???? =’((( Tmr class photo. Please God give me the strength. I should stay and not quit. I don't want to disappoint him. I swear. I DON'T. Some random lyric i found. Tega-Rossa. Kau lupakan semua kenangan lalu Lalu kau campakkan begitu saja Tapi bagaimanakah dengan diriku Tak mungkin ku sanggup untuk kehilangan dirimu Aku tahu bukan saatnya Tuk mengharap cintamu lagi Tapi bagaimanakah dengan hatiku Tak mungkin ku sanggup hidup begini Tanpa cintamu Tak ingatkah kau dulu pernah berjanji Bahagaiakan diriku selamanya Tak berarti kah cinta kita yang lalu Labels: :: In confusion state :: Yours Truly, Ella @ 10:43 PM
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