Allah,
I'm very grateful
To have him in my life.
~*NUR SYAMIM*~

Today was my happiest moment ever.
“I’m sorry I cannot make it, very sorry to disappoint you.”
This was what babylove said to me.
When I wanted him to watch me sing today.
Very very sad larh.
Sorry readers.
I was too pampered by him.
Haha!
Like baby already.
Very sad when the moment he said that.
I throw him many hurtful accusations.
Like HE DON’T CARE.
HE DON’T LIKE ME TO SING.
HE DOESN’T WANT TO SUPPORT ME.
HE’S NOT PROUD OF ME.
Besides that, this is true.
He dislike if other guys were to look at me.
Haha!
Cute right?
Haha!
IDIOT.
Squeeze you then you know!
LOL!So as usual wearing all white.
It was very fun indeed.
Yes, I swear I was very, very nervous.
Been like ages I didn’t sing in front of a big crowd.
Have those cool introduction.
Walk gracefully.
Feeling model.
And..POSE!
Hehe!
Me and Zila was the first participant.
Zila came out of an idea to put our group name-L & L
Zi(L)a & El(L)a.
Hero by Mariah Carey.
I was damn proud of myself
As I bring out my voice with heart and soul.
My very best.
And the audience do likes it.
Especially my classmates.
Thank you for your support BM.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

I was searching for someone
Though that someone tell me umpteen times
That someone cannot make it.
But somehow or what
I can feel that someone presence.
I can sense that someone is there watching me.
Heart beats faster.
Searching as if that someone was there.
And true.
I sang whole-heartedly like that someone was there.

OHH baby I can see your halo
I can feel your halo.

Went back to backstage after done singing.
Phone beeps.
“Well Done Baby.”
*JUMPS AROUND!!!!*
I know babylove you are there watching me though I couldn’t see you.
Wanna breakdown already.
Tried very hard not to.
So I just shout my lungs out,
Like I owned that place.

IT WAS A SURPRISE!!!!

Babylove I know you will be there.
Thank you very much for supporting me
Be there for me.
I love surprises!!
Haha!!
Thank you for lying.
LOL!

Meet him up.
Ran after him.
Hug like 10 years never meet.
Running and hugging like HINDUSTAN
Right in front of my Class Advisor.
MR ZAKI!
Haha!

And yeah not forgetting the judges.
All comment was good.
Except for our clothing.
And the best one
Mr Alex.
“The one wearing white, if you do a lil’ bit hairdo, you would look like MARIAH CAREY already”
LOL!
I was paisey like wanted to faint already.
Mampos Mariah Carey kejar aku dgn parang.
Haha!

Other participants were asking me to join Spore Idol.
So do Babylove.
Nahhh.
I sing for fun kay.

Mak I LOVE YOU!
She was there despite of feeling unwell.
I look at her most of the time when I sang.
And she nearly made me laugh at the MIC.
When she gave me flying kisses
I think she did it twice.
HAHA!

Thank you Kak Uteh & Farhan for your support.
Unfortunately we didn’t won
The dancers won.
All of the dancer
3 of them.
Took all the place.
1st,3rd and 4th.
The 2nd was singing too.
Solo but she dances along.
And she brings Korean song.
Which I think the judges were impressed.

We get in the 8th place.
Okay larh not bad.
Haha.
Coz the 5th kerh 6th tarkleh boley carry suare dyer.
Both guys.
Suare mintak kene sepak kat tekak!
POWER PERH!!!
Yg kalah semue berduaan2 ehk.
Haha!
Except Shikin and Aishah.

After that went to catch our lunch at Clementi.
Then Kak Uteh and Farhan went home 1st.
Followed by Mak.
I proceed to Queensway with babylove and his twin, Yus.
Sorry guys.
Me with my 24hr wanna sit.
Haha!
Go every shop look out for a seat.
WTH!
Tired larh wearing heels.
Went home at 7pm.
Dzul is giving them a treat for dinner.
So I bet,
Babylove and Yus must be eating like pig.
LOL!
My CRM note is with Yus.
Thanks ehk.
Tarkde makne nyer tok ku blaja.
Test is on Monday.
Don’t have time anymore.
I have to meet them tmr!!!
ARGH!!
They will be attending for their friend wedding!
PLS I DON’T WANNA GO
This must be one of babylove plan kot?

Sayang,
Kau ibarat cahaya yang menyinari
Tika dan saat kegelapanku
Kemurniaan hatimu bak pelangi
Yang mewarnai indah dalam hidupku

Sayang,
Ketulusan hatimu tiada berganti
Hanya engkau yang aku cintai
Esok, lusa dan selamanya
Hanya engkau yang aku puja.

Sayang,
Aku teruja dengan keikhlasan hatimu
Andainya kau tahu dirimu begitu bermakna
Tanpamu seperti hidup tidak bernyawa
Aku ingin kau selalu ada denganku.

Sayang,
Kesetiaan cintamu terhadapku
Seperti bintang yang setia kepada bulan
Hatiku kini sudah tertawan
Ku kan setia bersamamu melayari hidup yang penuh liku.

Sayang,
Hanya kau yang bertahta di hati ini
Kan ku beri segalanya
Jiwa dan raga
Untukmu insan yg amat ku sayangi.

Seriously it took me 1 hour to do this so called 'puisi'.

LOL!!!

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