Saturday, February 7, 2009

::I DON'T CARE BITCH::

Met babylove just now...weird..cause everything seems nothing happened like that...funny urh...we watch movie..*UNDERWORLD* okay2 baby urh...the moral of the story...*AKU TARK PHM PON MAKSOD CITER TU* haha!!then baby distract me somemore...OooOppPpSsS!hehe!!

I MISS BABY SOO MUCH...haiz..*cam tarknark lepas shey, mmg urh ku derh ganjil siket darh mcm setaun tark jumperh dyer...* He was the one to reached for my hand 1st..hehe!!miss you masam..*step cool urh..nanti org ingat ku biol lark* But i was the one to kiss him 1st on his cheek when we met..he was smoking..he just melt my heart..man...miss him lots!!!he asked me whether i'm still mad...(Of course not) then when i asked him...the answer is same but i dont think it was true..*muke laen shey,mcm tark happy* tell him good news also he's not happy..haiz...WHAT SHOULD I DO?

After that..nah..*spend time like hell* that was the most *gerek* moments..laughing like what...acting like idiot..haha!!then grab something from mac'..miss the bus...so we share cab..must be home before..or *BY*-ELEVEN..damn..mcm sad siket urh baby meet his friend..thought wanna talk with him on the phone...*tark puas and can never be* ive never control him okay..hmm..*kening naek2*

So as usual baby gave his goodbye kiss...i ate the food baby bought for me *sweet kan,hehe!!* then i feel like msn-ing..dont know why..*pdhl niat dihati nark tydo..bsk aderh org kawin* then got this 'friend(more as a stranger)' tell something that torned me into pieces..man..am i the last to know there was rumours...i just be myself when chatting with her,telling her who i really am..i dont deal all this cause it aint worth..you know...i'm just being me...that PATIENCE GIRL..but deep down..i was screaming out..like wanting to burst out..like baby say there's no evidence..but why would she make up stories..NOT BLIND YET TO SEE WHATS HAPPENING...that's why i love syamim..cause he's a very nice guy..i see more than just a nice guy...you know nothing about our sacrifices..better saying in this way...HE'S SACRIFICES..love him cause my look?hell ya not..if i'm ugly why would he take me at the first place..ask yourself this bitch..i'm more than just an 'ugly' look...never too early to judge people cause you might not know this person willl be the person to help you to find who the real you..YOU'LL NEVER KNOW...trust me...thanks for that i was brokened up..
At this point i trust only my babylove like always*siket pon kepercayaan ku terhadapmu tak tercemar*
so your stories..or hers...is just a piece of shit..*scandal2 nie semue zaman bila*
SO BITCH GET A LIFE..=))heed my advice

Labels: ::TRUST ONLY HIM, SYAMIM SAYANG::

Yours Truly, Ella @ 8:00 PM