Saturday, February 28, 2009

::Happy 7th Months Anniversary Ayang::

Well school was fine today nothing exciting..half an hour late for school..*kirekan okay larh tu* Okay my eyes was heavy as human being during BPS lesson..serious..i cant barely open my eyes..sleepy to the max..i even slept in the bus to school..what do you expect?i slept at 3.30 and wake up at 6?2 and half hour of sleep???crazy..so when the alarm clock rang at 6..i turned it off and dozed off for another half an hour..to make it to 3hour!!haha!!(irritating) Done my ETP presentation..at last..fuhh..what a relieved...so i have an entired week to revise for exam..monday is the best as there will only be one lesson!!BPS..1-3..and thats it..what a SCH life..*kay best!*
Saw that anak abu at bustop..stand near her..whatever urh for whoever thought that i wanna pick a fight with her...~its time for a wonderful revenge~didn't followed azila and ayu..headed home straight away..arrived 12.10..wash and get ready..

Thanks babylove you made me waited for you..haiz...and yeah he melted my heart!(without failed) so handsome!!yeah our clothings match very well...went to catch a movie at Cineleisure..Marley and Me..my rating would be 3.5/5..the story is quite nice...After that spend time with babylove..(dida>>carik pasal>>me being sensitive or your words are all over the place..that it tend to hurt me>>and a BIG NO-NO goodbye kiss and hugs) too much things happened today..(cried without tears)*terisak2 sorang2* left with brokened heart on 27.02.09...what a day..from now on i will keep things low to myself..if suffers is what i'll be getting just to love you,i would love to suffer,i just want you to be happy...yeah i would...stop crying ella...am i very sensitive..if you would love me not because of who i am you can jolly well leave caused I DESERVE BETTER(you've been the first guy to say those since the first day we get to know each other..I DESERVE BETTER)so is this what I DESERVE?..you want me to change..but actually i myself doesnt know where did i go wrong..just for feeling insecured i get this whole lot of things in one day..i deserve this right hun?i promise i will change for the better..and i hope you would accept the new ella..i will try my best to make you fall in love in me again like the first time you did..why must all this happened after 7 months??

~NO PICTURES=(((

i shall end here..im crying like nobody business..='((

Labels: ::i'll be a better person::

Yours Truly, Ella @ 12:34 AM