Tuesday, February 10, 2009

::7DAYS::

7 days...rather die of hunger then living without him...

how it feels being me?how it feels loving someone that you dont trust?how does it feels to love someone that hurts you the most?how does it feels to love someone very much when he break the trust you gave...how does it feel being me??how does it feel being me when i msg a guy till 6 in the morning and you were fast asleep??you dont know what i did behind your your back?how does it feel having your girl to msg her guyfriend because she's bored and you were asleep?so will you get another women to entertain you if i arent around?how does it feel hearing this from other people's mouth...A STRANGER...what do you feel when you hold back your tear so that you wont cry caused of his mistakes?how does it feel to think about someone that doesnt even care to think about what you feel?how do feel having someone that does appreciate you??what do you want him to do to win your heart back...TO JUST BE THERE FOR YOU...even just a 'hello'...you know he took that iniative to win your heart back...how does it feels you cant stop loving someone even how much you wish to hate him.,but you simply cant?how do feel being a weak person like me?YES I HATE MYSELF...

how does it feels being me?
SUCKS
how does you feel right now if i were to leave?
NOTHING**

Labels: ::my love aint cheap::

Yours Truly, Ella @ 1:55 AM